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Apr. 15th, 2003 01:23 pmI can't stand it anymore.
Last time I went to work I nearly cried. I was 15 minutes early, so I tried to win money, I asked for jobs in cinemas and every shop on my way.
And then the 15 minutes were over and I still had to go.
Really, I felt dirty like I'd be selling myself.
I don't want to smile at dumb lead agents anymore and tell them their ideas on how to improve my selling are fantastic and logical. I don't want to tell customers that they really need the product I sell, even if it's not a bad product.
I have always been a magnificent liar.
I just stopped lying some day.
I don't ly to anyone anymore.
But I have to do it at work.
I just don't want to anymore.
I desperately need money. Not much, just 100 or 200 euro per month.
That really isn't worth it, is it?
But now that I decided to leave this job behind me for good... I feel bad about it.
This isn't about my money.
It's about the money of my friends, which I owe them.
They are my friends, I don't really believe that they'd prefer watching me cry and stuff. But, for fucks sake, I don't wanna owe money to anyone! Especially not to people I love and who need it as desperately as I do.
So I'm searching for a job again.
I don't own any shoes anymore which don't hurt my feet after a while.
I own two pair of trousers. All my other pairs are damaged.
My glasses are hopelessly old. I can't read signs anymore which are to far away. And if I try to watch things that are far away, I just create a major headache.
Damned money.
Damn it all to hell.
Last time I went to work I nearly cried. I was 15 minutes early, so I tried to win money, I asked for jobs in cinemas and every shop on my way.
And then the 15 minutes were over and I still had to go.
Really, I felt dirty like I'd be selling myself.
I don't want to smile at dumb lead agents anymore and tell them their ideas on how to improve my selling are fantastic and logical. I don't want to tell customers that they really need the product I sell, even if it's not a bad product.
I have always been a magnificent liar.
I just stopped lying some day.
I don't ly to anyone anymore.
But I have to do it at work.
I just don't want to anymore.
I desperately need money. Not much, just 100 or 200 euro per month.
That really isn't worth it, is it?
But now that I decided to leave this job behind me for good... I feel bad about it.
This isn't about my money.
It's about the money of my friends, which I owe them.
They are my friends, I don't really believe that they'd prefer watching me cry and stuff. But, for fucks sake, I don't wanna owe money to anyone! Especially not to people I love and who need it as desperately as I do.
So I'm searching for a job again.
I don't own any shoes anymore which don't hurt my feet after a while.
I own two pair of trousers. All my other pairs are damaged.
My glasses are hopelessly old. I can't read signs anymore which are to far away. And if I try to watch things that are far away, I just create a major headache.
Damned money.
Damn it all to hell.