It feels like a punishment for figuring things out quicker than is normal. I reached that certain point, great, but the 'reward' is having to sit and wait for 'life' to catch up with me. In a way it's just like high school, where you learn the lesson in the first ten minutes and spend the remaining half hour wanting to smash your fists against the walls. It just doesn't feel worth it.
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Date: 2006-02-02 03:42 pm (UTC)